Wednesday, January 27, 2021

Resilience

These petunias grew between the pavement and a slab of granite on my front doorstep. I did not plant the petunia. It just surfaced. For one thing the petunia is an "annual" plant and would not be expected to bloom in the spring on its own. Second, it has been a hot, dry summer and I have never watered this plant, yet it has grown and thrived all summer. My husband and I have been careful not to step on the plant. For me, this plant was an inspiration of resilience- growth in the face of the most adverse growing conditions. Against the odds this little plant grew and thrived quite beautifully through the season and right up until a heavy frost. During these days of restricted living, this plant inspired me to do the same- continue to grow despite difficult conditions.


Saturday, February 1, 2020

Faces of Choice

Choice is not merely a word. Choice has a face. Choice is a person. Learn their stories. #FacetheChoice

Thursday, August 29, 2019

Everyone's Life Matters

Please watch this video and see Christopher Duffley, who as born premature at 1 pound 12 ounces, at 26 weeks. Christopher is a musician, signer, and blind and autistic.Christopher is truly an inspiration and gift.



[Catholic Communications Program]. (2019, April 23). REAL TO REEL - CHRISTOPHER DUFFLEY MISSION POSSIBLE -- 4.20.19
[Video File] Retrieved from https://youtu.be/StKfxLA2BKk

Christopher Duffley in Texas (Open the Eyes of My Heart)

[Christopher Duffley].(2012, Dec. 10). Christopher Duffley in Texas (Open the Eyes of My Heart). [Video File]. Retrieved from https://youtu.be/Q9jqI4svrNY

[Northland Church]. (2016, Jul. 7). This is Amazing Grace- Christopher Duffley, Northland Church. [Video File]. Retrieved from https://youtu.be/mXYTHbS3-RU

Paula

Wednesday, July 31, 2019

Gardening


This morning I was reading through the August issue of the Catholic TV monthly magazine and I found an article that reminded me of my love of gardening and how I feel a sense of communion with God in my gardening chores and enjoyment of the fruits of those labors. Just looking at the variety and beauty within each flower, herb, and vegetable, is such a witness to the miracle of creation and God’s abundant gifts to us. This year my garden is particularly beautiful, which may be partly due to the rainy spring and the work I did last year to divide overgrown plants and add more compost.
Gardening is so much like life in general. As the article tells me, “Every day, God wants to speak to us through His word:
  • By clearing the rocks and weeds that are stuck in our minds and spirits;
  • By tilling the soil of our hearts; and
  • By planting good seed that can bear fruit thirty-, sixty- and a hundredfold.


Gifts from God via my flower gardens

Thursday, September 27, 2018

Treasures of Heaven


There I was this morning attempting to pray a thankful prayer for the wonderful summer I had taking day trips around NE with my husband and soaking in the beauty of the region. And then I quickly fell into a pitiful place of worrying about retirement and not having enough money to have that dream retirement I so often hear about from others who buy new homes and travel. That’s not going to be my retirement unless I win the lottery.  More likely we will need to lay low, live frugally and hope for the best. In comparison to the rest of the world we will still likely be living at the top end of the spectrum of quality of life.
I wanted to shake off this low feeling that comes to me when I go down this useless path of comparison and worrying about money, so I picked up my Magnificant to read the daily reading and there it was:

Matthew 6:19-21
Do not store up yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and decay destroy, and thieves break in and steal. But store up treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor decay destroys, nor thieves break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there also will your heart be.
He who has compassion on the poor lends to the Lord/ and he will repay him for his good deed. (Proverbs 19:17)

Perfect: The Lords Word and Timing for me today.
It is often a struggle to stay focused on the treasures of heaven that await us and not on what others have and we would like to have here in the material world. I know that the things that weigh me down in this life will be non-existent in heaven.
I pray for peace in this area of my life and contentment in all that I can do in my life and for others with the means that the Lord has given me.


Peace
Paula

Wednesday, July 4, 2018

Ending Abortion: Why Sex and Dating Need to be Part of the Conversation


It’s the 4th of July and wicked hot here in NH. 92 degrees at 10:30 am! As I ponder on what to do today, I felt this was a good time to sit at my computer, in front of a fan and share some thoughts on the sanctity of life and our so called “freedom” in this current American culture.
I follow the organization Women Speak for Themselves on Facebook. I encourage you to go tot their website and Facebook page and follow this organization.
Our members speak for themselves in local papers, on social media, among their friends, and within their communities. The results? Several successful campaigns disrupting or changing a false media narrative about women’s freedom and happiness.
This organization shares a wealth of information on the root problems women face in our society around the issues of dating, marriage, women’s health, birth control and abortion. This brings to light the underlying issues that contribute to abortion. It is important for everyone to be informed about these issues, because the state of on demand abortion needs to begin with a cultural shift. One that values women, marriage and families.
I want to share an excerpt from a recent Facebook post from:
Women Speak for Themselves
June 28 at 8:00 PM ·

No matter what decision any politician or Supreme Court Justice makes, we will never end the cycle of abortion unless women reconnect sex with marriage and children in our culture.
Even if abortion is illegal at the federal level (which we hope it will be), women will continue to suffer high rates of crisis pregnancy unless the sex and dating environment changes.
Sex, dating, and lack of commitment or support from their baby’s father play into a woman’s likelihood to face unplanned pregnancy and their decision to choose abortion.
Women can choose to avoid putting themselves and their children at risk by saving sex for loving commitment in marriage. And they will be so much happier for it!


A must read:
WSFT has published an E-Book, Ending Abortion: Why Sex and Dating Need to be Part of the Conversation. /Women Speak for Themselves http://womenspeakforthemselves.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/Ending-Abortion.pdf
I know that my pro-life brothers and sisters want to help end abortion but often don’t know what to do. Some spend time in front of abortion clinics in prayer and are ready to support those victims. These folks are heroic and selfless with the time they spend on this mission. Others are not available to do this but want to do something. Supporting crisis pregnancy centers with baby items and money is one easy way to support the effort to save babies and nurture at risk families. It is important for everyone to understand why women end up in crisis pregnancies. In addition to this information women need to know who they are in the eyes of our God. If they knew how much God loves them and the plans God has for them, they might be empowered to follow Gods way instead of the way of the world.

Psalm 139
13 For you created my inmost being;
    you knit me together in my mother’s womb.
14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
    your works are wonderful,
    I know that full well.
15 My frame was not hidden from you
    when I was made in the secret place,
    when I was woven together in the depths of the earth.
16 Your eyes saw my unformed body;
    all the days ordained for me were written in your book
    before one of them came to be.
17 How precious to me are your thoughts, God!
    How vast is the sum of them!

Jeremiah 1:5
5 “Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, before you were born I set you apart; I appointed you as a prophet to the nations.”


God Bless
Paula

Tuesday, May 8, 2018

My name is I Am

He paused
I waited. He continued,
When you live in the past
with its mistakes and regrets
it is hard. I am not there.
My name is not I Was

When you live in the future,
with its problems and fears,
it is hard. I am not there.
My name is not I Will Be

When you life in this moment
it is not hard. I am here.
My name is I Am

Friday, December 29, 2017

My Christmas Story 2017

How does one get through the secular, consumer driven Christmas season and manage to feel and see God’s presence? This Christmas season was very different for me and thanks to a lot of snow and ice, we were homebound for several days prior to Christmas and Christmas day. Our plans to visit family on the weekend before Christmas got canceled due to the forecast of snow and ice over the weekend and into Christmas day. I am so thankful that we decided to not challenge the forecast and travel anyway, as so many do on major holidays. Over the weekend two young adults lost their lives on the highways of NH due to weather related driving conditions. What a tragedy and loss for those families. Their lives cut short because of their desire to do what they wanted to do, when they wanted to do it, regardless of travel warnings. Ok, I don’t know what their personal stories are, but I can surely relate to doing the same thing, driving in bad weather, to meet personal goals. We need to learn to stop and pray in these situations. Tap into knowledge of self and what drives our decision making. Is it driven by emotions or understanding/logic? People are mostly driven by their emotions, which is often the cause for much of the unhappiness experienced in their lives. It’s taken me a lifetime and a lot of time listening to biblical scholars and doing course work in the area of psychology to understand the role of emotions as a driving force in our lives.  

I am happy to say that my husband and I exercised some logical thinking and made good decisions this Christmas. The result was an abundance of peace and joy in those days alone at home. I believe that God rewards us when we slow down, and make right decisions that show acceptance of His will, not ours.

For three days we shoveled snow and enjoyed quiet time in our home. I cooked typical meals, nothing special except trying out a new pie recipe that was a flop. Christmas eve we had hot dogs for dinner (Paul’s idea). It all seemed right and I loved the time spent watching two versions of Scrooge and mass at the Washington DC cathedral. Christmas morning, we put on the channel that has a fireplace with puppies and kittens playing among gifts with Christmas music playing.

Most important was my time spent meditating on the first Christmas and what Joseph and Mary endured in their journey to Bethlehem. The trip from Nazareth to Bethlehem took about four days on foot, and Mary was forced to give birth to Jesus in a cold, dark, smelly cave where animals lived. I am sure they didn’t have any gourmet meals that night. Why should we feast on Christmas Eve? Perhaps it should be a time to fast and remember what the holy family endured.

Time is a precious gift that often gets wasted, trying to keep up with the world. The best thing I did for myself this past weekend, was to surrender to the situation of being snowed in, with a proper attitude, and accept it as a gift from God.
Mary accepted God’s will for her role in God’s plan with her fiat.

"By pronouncing her "fiat" at the Annunciation and giving her consent to the Incarnation, Mary was already collaborating with the whole work her Son was to accomplish. She is mother wherever he is Savior and head of the Mystical Body" (Catechism of the Catholic Church # 973).

I am the handmaiden of the Lord; let it be to me according to your Word" (Luke 1:38).

This is one of the profound messages of Christmas. It is hard to imagine what Mary agreed to back in those days and how she accepted Jesus in her womb, knowing the consequences of being an unmarried young woman in that day when it was legal to be killed for the situation she was in.  Mary is my role model for doing God’s will. Of course, Jesus too is our role model and is our King, Brother, Lord, Savior, Healer…. Jesus is one with God and Lord over Mary. Hard concepts to digest, but well worth the effort.

God Bless

Paula



Luke 1:26-38
The Angel Gabriel was sent from God....to a virgin betrothed to a man, named Joseph, of the house of David.  The virgin's name was Mary.
The angel said to her:  "Rejoice O highly favored daughter! The Lord is with you.  Blessed are you among women."
She was deeply troubled by his words, and wondered what his greeting meant.
The angel said to her: "Do not fear, Mary.  You have found favor with God."
 "You shall conceive and bear a son and give him the name of Jesus."
 "Great will be his dignity and he will be called Son of the Most High.  And His reign will be without end."
 Mary said to the angel,” How can this be since I do not know man?"
The angel answered Her:  "The Holy Spirit will come upon you and the power of the Most High will
overshadow you."  
"The holy offspring to be born will be called Son of God."
Mary said:  "I am the servant of the Lord.  Let it be done to me as you say."  With that the angel left her.

Thursday, October 26, 2017

Give back to Caesar

This week the gospel focused on one of those difficult to understand passages in the New Testament, the book of Matthew. It’s a passage that year after year, I read it, hear it discussed at mass, and in the end, I really truly don’t get it. I will say that this week, I think I got it.
It’s the passage where the Pharisees backed Jesus into an either/or position. Instead, Jesus gives them this response. (see expanded gospel text below). 
Then he said to them, “So give back to Caesar what is Caesar’s, and to God what is God’s.”
Literally, this looks like and either/or statement, but when you look at if from the perspective of God, it is not. Consider the perspective of either/and.
It’s true in this world we must pay taxes that are part of our culture as our government mandates, otherwise we risk going to jail. This is the text that, so many people quote regarding the separation of church and state. Taken literally this statement misses the truth of who God really is. God is so much bigger than our limited lens of either/ or, church/ state. God, is everything. It all belongs to Him. The church is the body of Christ, and as a Christian you cannot separate your Christian beliefs and God’s teachings as “not applicable” because they conflict with the secular world. The secular world and governments continue to act in ways that are directly in conflict with the ways of God. Christians need to stand up and defend the Way. Otherwise, we risk losing societal/government rights to life, the Way of God. People all over the world have had these “church” rights denied and have lost their homes and lives because of their beliefs and union with the Church (the body of Christ).
This conflict is one of many in the Bible and reminds me that you cannot always take the Bible literally or you will be misled. The Bible needs to be read and studied with the guidance of biblical scholars, theologians, priests and with an open heart to personal revelation.
This post was inspired by the Holy Spirit and:
Bishop Robert Barron, (2017, Oct. 22). Caesar and God. [Podcast]. Retrieved from Word on Fire.org.

Full gospel passage
Matthew 22:15-21 (NIV)
Paying the Imperial Tax to Caesar
15 Then the Pharisees went out and laid plans to trap him in his words.16 They sent their disciples to him along with the Herodians. “Teacher,” they said, “we know that you are a man of integrity and that you teach the way of God in accordance with the truth. You aren’t swayed by others, because you pay no attention to who they are. 17 Tell us then, what is your opinion? Is it right to pay the imperial tax to Caesar or not?”
18 But Jesus, knowing their evil intent, said, “You hypocrites, why are you trying to trap me? 19 Show me the coin used for paying the tax.” They brought him a denarius, 20 and he asked them, “Whose image is this? And whose inscription?”
21 “Caesar’s,” they replied.
Then he said to them, “So give back to Caesar what is Caesar’s, and to God what is God’s.”


God Bless
Paula

Wednesday, September 6, 2017

My favorite prayer

I have never been good at spontaneous prayers. If someone asks me to say a prayer, my initial reaction is usually panic, and speakers “cramp”. It always amazes me how some people can just come up with fabulous thoughtful prayers on the spot. I mostly pray in private conversation with God. However, I am always looking for prayers that speak to my heart and desire to understand myself better and to communicate with God at a higher level. I have loads of Catholic themed books, yet I still struggle with finding those “just right” prayers that speak to my heart.
My friend, Mary Lou gave me a little prayer book, the Saint Anthony Prayer Book, from the Saint Lawrence Seminary in Mount Calvary, WI.
I would like to share my favorite prayer from this booklet that is short and sweet and speaks simply to the issues that need attention in my life every day and every minute of the day. 

Prayer to the Holy Spirit
Come, Holy Spirit, fill my heart with your holy gifts. Let my weakness be penetrated with your strength this very day, that I may fulfill all the duties of my state conscientiously and that I may do what is right and just.
Let my charity be such as to offend no one and hurt no one’s feelings: so generous as to pardon sincerely any wrong done to me.
Assist me, O Holy Spirit, in all my trials of life: enlighten me in my ignorance; advise me in my doubts; strengthen me in my weakness; help me in all my needs; protect me in temptations and console me in afflictions.
Graciously hear me, O Holy Spirit, and pour your light into my heart, my soul and my mind. Help me to live a holy life and to grow in goodness and grace. Amen.
God Bless,
Paula

Monday, June 26, 2017

The Catechism of the Catholic Church

Catechism - a summary of the principles of Christian religion in the form of questions and answers, used for the instruction of Christians.

For many years I have had a beautiful hard bound copy of the Catechism of the Catholic Church sitting on my bookshelf, waiting for me. Intuitively I knew this was a really important book, but, similar to being introduced to the holy bible, I didn’t know where to start reading. I dipped into this book a few times during bible studies, which made me think of the book as a sort of Catholic encyclopedia or dictionary.
The other day I decided to just start from page one and see how it goes. To date I have read only 10 pages because the reading is so amazing, very similar to the bible of course, because it’s all about God and us. I reread the sections over and over to try to fully digest what I am reading. It is not that the language of the text is so advanced, but the meaning of the words is so profound in comparison to anything else one reads in their daily life.

What I am finding in this catechism is the fundamental teachings of the holy trinity, explained and illustrated in plain English. These teachings are cited with passages from the bible and church scholars (Vatican Councils, saints, doctors of the church, Popes, Apostolic letters etc.)

The Catechism begins with such a basic and beautiful truth about humanity.

27 The desire for God is written in the human heart, because man is created by God and for God; and God never ceases to draw man to himself. Only in God will he find the truth and happiness he never stops searching for: (pg. 14)

…. But this search for God demands of man every effort of intellect, a sound will, "an upright heart", as well as the witness of others who teach him to seek God. (pg.15)

These truths about God point us in the direction of understanding that we are one with God, through this “God DNA” that we are brought into existence with and if we don’t acknowledge that truth and live that truth in our daily lives, we won’t find God and we won’t find our true selves.

36 "Our holy mother, the Church, holds and teaches that God, the first principle and last end of all things, can be known with certainty from the created world by the natural light of human reason."11 Without this capacity, man would not be able to welcome God's revelation. Man has this capacity because he is created "in the image of God". 12

Never forget that you were created in the image of God and you have the capacity, through human reason and divine revelation to welcome and receive God in your life. Open your heart and open your mind to the truth and don’t be distracted by the world which is full of lies about the one true God.

P.S. The Knights of Columbus have the full text of the Catechism of the Catholic Church on a website with a search option: http://www.kofc.org/en/catechism/index.html

God Bless

Paula

Wednesday, June 7, 2017

Pentecost

Feast of the Holy Spirit
“On this feast of Pentecost, we celebrate the fact that this breath, this wind, this hurricane of mercy has been loosed upon the world.”
 Fr. Robert Baron
The Holy Spirit has been a mystery to me as the triune God: Father, Son, and Holy Spirit is in a general sense, a difficult concept to wrap your head around. The bible includes the three persons in one God, Father, Son and the Holy Spirit throughout the bible, yet the Son (Jesus) and the Holy Spirit have their specific entry points, Jesus in the New Testament and the Holy Spirit at Pentecost. But… all three have been present eternally. I think it is easier to understand God the father (paternal relationship), and Jesus, our brother and king, vs. The Holy Spirit, which is often symbolized as a dove.
Obviously, I am no bible scholar, just a child of God wanting a relationship with the holy trinity/triune god.

The Grace to You webpage says, “Yet, though the fullness of the Trinity is far beyond human comprehension, it is unquestionably how God has revealed Himself in Scripture—as one God, eternally existing in three Persons.” This website has a nice graphic representing the triune God
Once again, I need to trust in God and have faith about the things I don’t understand. What I do understand is the wonderful gifts the Holy Spirit has for us that will bring us closer to God.
My favorite prayer for the gifts of the Holy Spirit, is from the “St. Faustina Prayer Book for the Conversion of Sinners”, by Susan Tassone.

Come, Holy Spirit, grant me the gift of wisdom and acceptance so that I may always remember that God’s thoughts and God’s ways are not often my own.

Come Holy Spirit, grant me the gift of an understanding heart and mind so that I may always grasp the Infinite Love of God which surpasses everyone and everything.

Come, Holy Spirit, grant me the gift of counsel and courage so that I may always take up my cross, and say “Yes” to Jesus in whatever he asks of me.

Come Holy Spirit, grant me the fortitude and faith so that I may always take courage in Jesus’ power and his presence and never be afraid.

Come Holy Spirit, grant me the gift of knowledge so that I may always know the Truth who is Jesus and his Church’s teachings which have set me free.

Come Holy Spirit, grant me the gift of fear of disappointing the Lord so that I may always honor God in whom I live, and move, and have my being. Amen

Pope Francis says, "The Spirit is given to us by the Father and leads us back to the Father."
Magnificat, June 2017
God Bless,
Paula

Monday, April 24, 2017

The Hope of Easter


On Easter day, this year at the small St. Mary’s Parish, the church was packed to capacity with some standing in the back. There were so many families and lots of children and babies. The atmosphere was full of activity and energy. If only these people would want to come to mass every week. What a blessing that would be for themselves and for the church, the body of Christ.

I used to be one of those twice a year Catholics. Going to mass on Christmas and Easter was a pleasant experience that I looked forward to and enjoyed. The question is, why don’t Catholics attend mass weekly? There are a lot of reasons for this, but the bottom line is people are too full of and preoccupied with the world and living lives that are self-centered and not God centered. I lived that life and I was never truly happy or knew what real joy was. I spend the first 28 years of my life as a clueless and sinful Catholic, lacking in any depth of understanding of scripture or the catechism of the Catholic Church. I did have a guarded reverence and awe of God, from my youth, when I attended weekly mass. However, after going away to college, I quit going to church. I remember thinking that going to church was for families, and I was a single person, who like most other single people, preferred living a life of sin rather than the virtuous life the church calls us to.

At twenty-eight years of age, and after breaking away from a toxic relationship, I found myself pregnant. I also found that I was not alone, because God was right there for me, picking up the pieces and helping me put my life back together. I have spent the rest of my life getting to know and love Jesus. True love and joy is only found in a relationship with Jesus.

I would like to share an excerpt from “The Hope of Easter” written by Pope Francis, found in my Magnificant.

"We, like Peter and the women, cannot discover life by being sad, bereft of hope. Let us not stay imprisoned within ourselves, but let us break open our sealed tombs to the Lord- each of us knows what they are- so that he may enter and grant us life. Let us give him the stones of our rancor and the boulders of our past, those heavy burdens of our weaknesses and falls. Christ wants to come and take us by the hand to bring us out of our anguish. This is the first stone to be moved aside this night: the lack of hope which imprisons us within ourselves. May the Lord free us from this trap, from being Christians without hope, who live as if the Lord were not risen, as if our problems were the center of our lives….Let us not allow darkness and fear to distract us and control us; we must cry out to them: The Lord is not here, but has risen! (Luke 24;6). He is our greatest joy: he is always at our side and will never let us down…. Today (Easter) is the celebration of our hope; the celebration of this truth; nothing and no one will ever be able to separate us from his love. (cf. Romans 8:39)"

Alleluia

Monday, April 3, 2017

Week 5 of Lent

Each liturgical season of the past few years, I begin with the desire to make it the best ever. I began Lent with that same intention. I failed my giving up coffee after a few days. Silly of me to give up a medicinal item. I must have forgotten how a cup coffee can sometimes ward off a migraine or at least take the edge off a migraine headache. Instead, I have been trying to give up small treats like eating out when I have work meetings or appointments in the city and avoiding unnecessary food items when I am grocery shopping. This is all small change in the big picture of life and poverty that so many people live in and hardly worth mentioning.
What I have enjoyed most this Lent is the mass readings. I am a big fan of Word on Fire and listen to Bishop Barron’s weekly homilies from the website https://www.wordonfire.org/  I discovered that you can listen to homilies that go back to 2001, and narrow your search by the “season” or one of five other categories of searches.  I have been listening to current and past homilies on each week’s readings across all the cycles. To do this you go to the main website. Click on resources on the top menu > Homilies> Season > Lent. It has been an amazing experience to drench in the Word this way. It’s a type of Lectio Divina, with Father Barron painting the picture of each biblical story. Father Barron has a gift for preaching that brings scripture to life and he has a way of putting it in the context of life today. Everything that happened in bible has relevance to life today.
In the past, I have struggled with Lent and Christ’s Passion because it is so brutal and unfair that Jesus had to die for us. I understand St. Peter’s wish for Jesus not to die.

Matthew 16: 21-23
21 From that time on Jesus began to explain to his disciples that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer many things at the hands of the elders, the chief priests and the teachers of the law, and that he must be killed and on the third day be raised to life.
22 Peter took him aside and began to rebuke him. “Never, Lord!” he said. “This shall never happen to you!”
23 Jesus turned and said to Peter, “Get behind me, Satan! You are a stumbling block to me; you do not have in mind the concerns of God, but merely human concerns.”


Jesus had been trying to prepare the apostles for what was going to happen, but poor Peter could not understand why it had to be this way. This is where Jesus’s divinity is not altered by his humanity. Jesus always did the Father's will in everything. We, on the other hand, are constantly swayed off the narrow path by our human concerns. In this season of Lent we are asked to get back to the basics and identify, what are the stumbling blocks in our lives. What takes our focus off of God’s will for us?
Next week is Holy Week and we will again walk with Jesus through the scriptures and revisit his Passion and Death and Resurrection. This is the week that changed history. Don’t miss it.   
Paula

Monday, March 20, 2017

Happy Spring

Thank you Lord for this fabulous first day of spring in NH. It is sunny, no wind, 49 degrees, the lilacs are budding and the birds are chirping. I love being able to take a midday break and walk while all is quite in the neighborhood. We still have quite a bit of snow on the ground, but it does feel like spring. I was able to just be in the moment during my walk and let go of some difficult things that were on my mind all morning. 
I am back at my desk again, feeling relaxed and thankful for that quiet time with God and his creation that surrounds me.


Thursday, March 2, 2017

Choose Life, Sirach 14:14-17

We are now in the second day of the season of Lent and I am thinking, what can I do/sacrifice for God this season. I am committed to giving up coffee and I am already counting the days till my next cup. Yes, that is a sacrifice, but so typical.  I’ve been getting email updates from Beth Gaby who is organizing the 40 Days for Life Concord, and thinking about committing some time to join their prayer vigils.
Next, I was reading morning prayers from the Magnificant, and found this scripture from Sirach reach out to me (below).
Somehow people think that abortion, euthanasia, and any other way that a person takes the life of another person is ok. This mindset shows how far away from God’s Word people have drifted or been influenced by a culture that accepts atrocities as everyday events. People are so desensitized to the evil in the world. The Ten Commandments are not suggestions from God, they are our marching orders. Anyone who thinks they can pick and choose which commandments they feel like embracing, is seriously deceived. We do live in a society where the media feeds those lies to the masses. If the masses don’t know the Word of God and embrace God’s truths, they are blinded from what is good and right and holy. God gives us free will to choose life or death. Which will you choose?

Word of God

Sirach 14:14-17
God in the beginning created human beings
and made them subject to their own free choice.
If you choose, you can keep the commandments;
loyalty is doing the will of God.
Set before you are fire and water;
to whatever you choose, stretch out your hand.
Before everyone are life and death,
whichever they choose will be given them.

Choose Life!
God Bless
Paula


Monday, February 27, 2017

"A person is a person, no matter how small"


A quote from Theodor Seuss Geisel's  (Dr. Suess) book, Horton Hears a Who! (1954)

  • "Don't give up! I believe in you all.
    A person's a person, no matter how small!
    And you very small persons will not have to die
    If you make yourselves heard! So come on, now, and TRY!"

    I heard this quote this morning, watching mass on EWTN and wanted to share this with anyone who has not heard it. The National Catholic Register wrote an article on this and has a picture of an ultrasound to illustrate the connection to every person's right to life.

"And yet sixty years later, the story perfectly captures the ethos of the modern-day pro-life movement with stunning, childlike simplicity. “I’ve got to protect them,” Horton realizes. “I’m bigger than they.” He pleas, “Please don’t harm all my little folks, who have as much right to live as us bigger folks do!”

Those of us in the "bigger folk" position who are more able and have a voice, need to protect the little ones who do not yet have a voice. 

Jesus' words about his little ones.
Matthew 18:10
“See that you do not despise one of these little ones. For I tell you that their angels in heaven always see the face of my Father in heaven.

Matthew 18:14
In the same way your Father in heaven is not willing that any of these little ones should perish.


Horton declares a truth about people; regardless of their size, age, or capacity. All people--especially children--deserve respect.

Please, look after and protect the little ones in your lives: the unborn, the disabled, the elderly, the marginalized, and the persecuted. 
God Bless,
Paula


Thursday, January 19, 2017

Snow

Yesterday we were blessed with that beautiful frozen precipitation from above. While not everyone considers a snowy day a blessing, a lot of us do. The snow covered the gray and bare landscape we have been experiencing in yet another snowless winter in NH. I love the quietness of a snow storm, minus the snowplows that shake the house as they go by. I like shoveling the driveway. It’s good exercise and fills my dry sinuses with the moist and clear air that comes with the snow. I canceled a couple of appointments and decided to stay home and enjoy the “snow day”. It was a treat that I hope we have more of this winter season.
What does the bible say about snow?

Job 37:5-7New International Version (NIV)
5 God’s voice thunders in marvelous ways;
    he does great things beyond our understanding.
6 He says to the snow, ‘Fall on the earth,’
    and to the rain shower, ‘Be a mighty downpour.’
7 So that everyone he has made may know his work,
    he stops all people from their labor.
Notice how snow is a gift from God and one of its purposes is to stop people from their labor.

Isaiah 55:9-11New International Version (NIV)
9 “As the heavens are higher than the earth,
    so are my ways higher than your ways
    and my thoughts than your thoughts.
10 As the rain and the snow
    come down from heaven,
and do not return to it
    without watering the earth
and making it bud and flourish,
    so that it yields seed for the sower and bread for the eater,
11 so is my word that goes out from my mouth:
    It will not return to me empty,
but will accomplish what I desire
    and achieve the purpose for which I sent it.

We need the snow to irrigate our land for the summer growing season and fall harvest. Be thankful for the snow. Just as God’s word feeds our souls, so we can do His will. 

Paula

Friday, December 16, 2016

Advent

Advent
Here we are in the third week of Advent. Here in NH we have snow on the ground and it’s freezing cold. 8 degrees right now and -7 this morning. We love the snow because it’s a Christmas tradition the “White Christmas”.
The other day I was watching an EWTN show “Conversations with Cardinal Dolan” and Elizabeth Ficocelli was a guest author and speaker who talked about the season of Advent. Elizabeth talked about her Six Tips to keep the Advent Season Holy. She uses the word Advent as an acronym for her tips.

A= Adoration, spend time with God in the presence of the Eucharist.
D= Divine Word, spend time with the holy scripture.
V= Virgin Mary, remember who is the model of virtue and Christian discipline and our intercessor with Jesus. 
E= Examination of the conscious, be sure to get to confession before Christmas
N= Neighborly, what can you do for others this Advent season? Give to the poor, charity etc. We are the hands, feet and heart of Jesus.
T=Traditions, celebrate through participating in Advent traditions, Jesse tree, advent wreath, special foods, music, lights on your house or window sills, etc.

Merry Christmas

Paula

Sacraments

After experiencing chest pain again, and progressively worse, I got checked into the emergency room of our local hospital. I went through the standard protocol of EKG, heart monitor, blood work etc. At 59 years of age and having several risk factors, they kept me overnight and I stayed hooked up to a heart monitor. This was actually comforting, knowing that care was only a few steps away. While resting in my hospital room, my blood pressure readings were normal for the rest of the night. They were the lowest numbers I can ever remember. The next day I was scheduled for a stress test. The next morning, Dec. 12th , the feast day of Our Lady of Guadalupe, I was so happy to have a visit from one of my parish priests who also has the hospital ministry. Father Maurice prayed over me and with me. He also presented me with the sacrament of Communion (the Eucharist) and the sacrament of the Anointing of the Sick. I was so much filled with joy and feeling fearless in the palm of God’s hand. After having that 1:1 time with the priest who is in the role of Jesus and receiving the sacraments at my bedside, I felt I could not have been more ready to let go of this life and meet God. Now the day before, prior to the chest pain and going to the ER, I attended mass, received Communion and went to Confession after mass (total 3 Sacraments). I was ready to meet God, but He was not ready for me, so here I am writing about it, still on the potters wheel. 

Thank you God that I passed the stress test, quite pitifully, but good enough to get released from the hospital. Thank you for the "taste of heaven" in receiving Your sacraments and TLC.

The Bible tells us to always be ready to meet God. Matthew 42-44,
42 “Therefore keep watch, because you do not know on what day your Lord will come. 43 But understand this: If the owner of the house had known at what time of night the thief was coming, he would have kept watch and would not have let his house be broken into. 44 So you also must be ready, because the Son of Man will come at an hour when you do not expect him.

 Whether it is Jesus’s second coming or your death, we will all face God. I certainly want to be ready, just as I felt ready Monday morning. More than anything I want to hang on to that feeling of readiness, that closeness to God and stay fortified though the Eucharist and repentance. How does one keep that feeling of readiness day in and day out, when faced with all kinds of trials? One thing I know is to keep your eyes and mind on God.
God has blessed me so much in this past week with friends who have prayed with me and for and sending Father Maurice to bless me in the hospital. I truly feel like a beloved daughter of the King of the Universe.

I find Saint Paul’s letter to the Corinthian Church, a source of strength and wisdom. The church at Corinth was struggling and St. Paul’s words helped to set them on the right track and unify their church.

2 Corinthians 4:7-11 and 16-18
7 But we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us. 8 We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; 9 persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed. 10 We always carry around in our body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be revealed in our body. 11 For we who are alive are always being given over to death for Jesus’ sake, so that his life may also be revealed in our mortal body. 
16 Therefore, we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day.17 For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. 18 So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.

God Bless and Merry Christmas
Paula


According to the Catechism of the Catholic Church, a sacrament is “an efficacious sign of grace, instituted by Christ and entrusted to the Church, by which divine life is dispensed to us through the work of the Holy Spirit”.